It's been a shit-tastic year and I'm glad to put it behind me. I'm hoping 2012 brings renewed motivation. I don't know how much I have gained in the last six months - it's at least 30 pounds. I'll have an official weigh in tomorrow. I'm scared to see what the scale says. I'm embarrassed and angry that I did this to myself after three and a half years of busting my ass and overcoming the minor setbacks. I deserve better than this. The only positive thing I can say is, at least I didn't start smoking again.
And as of tomorrow, there will be 69 days until the Spartan Sprint.