Friday, April 3, 2020

2020 - Week 13 & 14

More of the same. Working from home sucks. I'm eating everything in sight and not getting my steps in.

Friday, March 20, 2020

2020 - Week 11 & 12

Food is still sucking. I'm not following my low sodium diet at all. I'm mostly on a Girl Scout cookie diet. With the Captain Tripps going around, everything is jacked up. I am still working in the office four days a week, one from home. I never had a social life so at least I don't need to worry about that. I had a follow up with my doc this week - she'd been ordered to work from home so it was just a phone call. I'm relieved I didn't have to go in to get weighed. I told her I'd been slacking on taking my blood pressure every day. She told me to go back to taking it every day, and she added a calcium channel blocker to my list of meds. I ended up canceling next week's appointment with the vascular specialist because all he was going to do was tell me to keep taking my medicine. For $250, I can figure that one out myself.

Monday, March 9, 2020

2020 - Week 10

Finally some mother fucking progress. Not with food. That has been atrocious but I started lifting again this week and it was amazing. It's just a short workout but it makes me feel so damn good. I managed two work outs this week.

Wednesday, March 4, 2020

2020 - Week 9

Oh look. More suckage.

Sunday, February 23, 2020

2020 - Week 7/Week 8

I need to be honest here. I've slacked off everything the last couple weeks. I don't even care. Not one little fucking bit. My antidepressant is obviously not working because I hate everyone around me. OK, not everyone. One in particular. Work is stressful but I am actually happy at work and the chaotic shit show that is. But home definitely sucks. I don't even want to be here and I'm desperate for some kind of social life. Bah. Fuck.

Sunday, February 9, 2020

2020 - Week 6

I sucked this week. Didn't track, didn't get to the fitness center. No excuses.

Saturday, February 1, 2020

2020 - Week 5

It was an ok week. I was down two pounds, got three days of exercise, including one session of Turbo Jam. It was only the 20 Minute Workout and I had to modify the shit out of it, but I did it without too much agony.

I'm feeling pretty decent, physically. Mentally, I am still pissy that I can't do as much as I used to. I'm still struggling with the low sodium diet, and I don't really stick to it. I know I need to get better with that.

Ugh.