Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Jillian Kicks My Butt - Week 9 - Tuesday

30 seconds rest between exercises and sets.

barbell squat 3x5x75
barbell calf raise 3x8x75

barbell bench press 3x5x65
dips 3x8xbodyweight; I think these are what makes the inner part of my elbow hurt.

barbell Romanian deadlift 3x5x85
chest supported dumbbell row 3x8x20

Biggest Loser stuff this morning. I really wanted to toss this and use the Wii but I consider the Wii fun, and not exercise. 40 minutes and 187 calories...it was definitely not my best effort.

I've been thinking about my lack of progress with the scale. I know the scale is not the best measure of progress, blah, blah, blah. I know all that. Last night, when I ate a granola bar almost immediately after eating cottage cheese and an apple, I felt guilty. At the time, I just felt hungry, but after I went to bed, I was mentally kicking myself in the butt. I probably could have ignored the hunger - and yes, it was hunger - but I was getting cranky and I just needed something. Broccoli and cauliflower did not sound appealing at all. It's easy to say "Oh, eat some vegetables, they will fill you up." But no, I'm not going to just eat a bunch of vegetables that won't really satisfy me. Being satisfied with what I eat is about more than just volume/quantity. It's about more than the nutritional quality of the food, too. I am finally to the point where I would rather have fruit and nuts than candy. I'd rather have an avocado over anything else in the world. Hummus, rather than mayonnaise. I love my homemade bread and tortillas and granola bars. I honestly believe they are healthy. I do try not to overeat them - I'm satisfied with one piece of toast at breakfast, rather than two pieces - and I really do think I'm doing well nutritionally. So I think my body just needs maintenance right now. I'm not going to change anything about how I eat. If the scale doesn't move, so be it. Of course, if I start really gaining (though, I don't see how fat gain is possible if I'm keeping my calories where they are now), then I'll have to do something. But for now, I can't freak myself out about the lack of progress. There are other areas I can focus on, such as improving my overall fitness. I think that is a good place to shift my attention.

6:35 AM - apple & cottage cheese

11:00 AM - omelet w/ onions, green pepper, cube steak & salsa, toast w/ light cream cheese, an apple while I was cooking

2:40 PM - salad w/ cucumber, tomato, green pepper & Italian dressing

5:45 PM - spaghetti squash w/ stew meat

6:30 PM - cucumber w/ mustard, avocado

8:15 PM - protein granola bar; I agonized over whether or not I should have one. I'm still hungry.

Four cups of coffee and 120 ounces of water.

Calories - 1552
Carbs - 162 (32 fiber)
Protein - 108
Fat - 57
C/P/F Ratio - 40.6/27.1/32.3

Monday, June 29, 2009

Jillian Kicks My Butt - Week 9 - Monday

30 Day Shred Level 3 and Turbo Jam Cardio Party 3 - 77 minutes and 548 calories. I only messed up my Turbo moves once and it was so much fun. This is definitely my favorite workout. Jillian can still kiss my butt. Halfway through Level 3, as of today. 135 minutes of Shred and 150 minutes of Banish Fat Boost Metabolism left if this rotation. Yes, I am counting down the minutes. I'm so sick of calisthenics that I'm not getting Shaun T's Insanity workout for a long, long time. I will, however, be using some of the moves Jillian uses for HIIT in the next challenge. I've decided to call it, very simply, Labor Day Challenge. It will be 6 weeks long, running until I leave for New York for a wedding. I am not exercising in New York, not even a walk. By the time we leave, it will be 24 weeks without anything more than Sundays off. Damn skippy I'm going to take Labor Day weekend to myself.

But of course, I am not sure I want to do what I designed for those 6 weeks, or pick up New Rules of Lifting where I left off. I did it for 6 months last year, before doing ChaLean Extreme. I really would like to go back and finish the remaining programs in the book. I would have enough workouts for 6-8 months. I could still do the cardio I wanted to do - I just wouldn't have to think about the strength training, trying do decide what to do and reps and sets and all that. Yeah, I think I'll pick up NROL where I left off. Maybe. Either way, I'll be doing weights 4 days a week. I don't quite feel confident enough in my ability to really design a good program, and I am getting to the point where I'd like to start adding muscle.

6:35 AM - Fiber One Caramel Delight cereal w/ skim milk

8:50 AM - yogurt

11:30 AM - omelet w/ avocado, green pepper, onion & salsa; homemade whole wheat & flax toast w/ light cream cheese

2:15 PM - salad w/ tomato, green pepper, avocado & Italian dressing

2:50 PM - protein granola bar

6:40 PM - stew meat & mixed vegetables

7:20 PM - apple & cottage cheese; Ugh, I'm just so hungry.

8:05 PM - protein granola bar; This hunger is ridiculous!!! I swear I could eat all night.

Two cups of coffee and 120 ounces of water.

Calories - 1878
Carbs - 231 (41 fiber)
Protein - 120
fat - 60
C/P/F Ratio - 47.5/24.7/27.8

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Jillian Kicks My Butt - Week 8 - Sunday

No change in weight this week. It figures, the week I decide "Screw the scale!" is the week it starts pissing me off. I know the problem is that I'm not eating clean enough. I think the homemade wraps and bread and granola bars have to go. It's not fair. Some people can eat Lean Cuisines and frankenfoods all day long but my homemade-with-good-ingredients stuff (plus a bowl of Fiber One every other day) gets me in trouble. I don't think I need to decrease my calories. I am sometimes out of my SparkPeople calorie range (usually by 100 calories or less) but I also burn way more calories than I have allotted. No, I'm not under eating, either. I'm not eating enough or working out hard enough to gain muscle at this stage of the game. so the quality of my diet must be jacked up.

I've finally found my M&M nemesis - the new strawberried peanut butter Transformer M&Ms. I bought some for my son and he actually let me have one and it was not pleasing to my palette. These particular candies are safe from me and my love affair with the melt in your mouth, not in your hand goodness. But honestly, I'm so frustrated with my lack of weight loss that I might eat crap today, just for spite. Okay, I won't because I know it will just piss me off even more and probably kick off a binge, which I don't need right now. I need to focus and get through this.

9:00 AM - scrambled eggs w/ green pepper, onion, salsa & cube steak

9:45 AM - homemade protein granola bar

12:55 PM - tuna salad w/ onion, green pepper, tomatoes, baby carrots & light Italian dressing

2:50 PM - baby carrots & mozzarella string cheese

5:45 PM - ground turkey & spaghetti squash

8:00 PM - almonds & mandarin oranges

Three cups of coffee and 120 ounces of water.

Calories - 1625
Carbs - 141 (18 fiber)
Protein - 118
Fat - 67
C/P/F Ratio - 34.3/28.7/37


Saturday, June 27, 2009

Jillian Kicks My Butt - Week 8 - Saturday

30 seconds rest between exercises and sets.

pull/chin up 5x3xbodyweight; 5 actual, 10 negatives
plank 5x45s

barbell hang clean & press 3x5x40
double crunch 3x10

dumbbell stationary lunge 3x5x25 per side
walking push up 3x8

Turbo Jam Cardio Party 3 and Recharge - 70 minutes and 443 calories. Cardio Party is getting "easier" for me to do. I think I only messed up the moves once or twice. I think by the end of next week, I should have it down. This one is so much fun! I almost skipped Recharge because I got up late and didn't get to work out right away. It was 11:30 before I finished and got out of the shower.

8:45 AM - apple & cottage cheese

12:15 PM - turkey wrap w/ pepper jack cheese, tomato & green pepper

1:35 PM - protein granola bar

4:00 PM - turkey & cream cheese roll ups w/ baby carrots

7:20 PM - tilapia & risotto

Two cups of coffee (one with Bailey's & Kahlua) and 120 ounces of water.

Calories - 1682
Carbs - 175 (25 fiber)
Protein - 156
Fat - 42
C/P/F Ratio - 41.2/36.6/22.2

And for this week's useless-but-it-gives-me-a-chance-to-do-even-basic-math calorie differential...I burned 11361 calories just being me, and 2376 calories through cardio, for a total of 13737 calories burned. I ate 11650 calories, for a difference of 2087, almost 3/5 of a pound.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Jillian Kicks My Butt - Week 8 - Friday

30 Day Shred Level 3 and Banish Fat Boost Metabolism today, 80 minutes and 497 calories. I am most definitely over Jillian. I had absolutely zero motivation today. Gah, Jillian can bite me. Two more weeks.

6:35 AM - Fiber One Caramel Delight w/ skim milk

10:20 AM - avocado omelet w/ onion, green pepper & salsa

1:55 PM - turkey & avocado on homemade wraps; these are really good, made with whole wheat flour and flax. Today was our first shot at making these. Sebastian manned the tortilla press while I cooked them up. They aren't as big as the Flat Out wraps I was buying, and they don't roll as well, but they will do. It doesn't cost me $3.50 to make 6 tortillas, so I can definitely live with it.

2:55 PM - protein granola bar

6:40 PM - tilapia, green beans, baby carrots & hummus

8:20 PM - turkey w/ cream cheese & chives rollups

Three cups of coffee and 120 ounces of water.

Calories - 1463
Carbs - 159 (39 fiber)
Protein - 103
Fat - 52
C/P/F Ratio - 41.8/27.2/31


Thursday, June 25, 2009

Jillian Kicks My Butt - Week 8 - Thursday

30 seconds rest between exercises and sets.

barbell squat 3x5x75
barbell calf raise 3x8x75

barbell bench press 3x5x65
dips 3x8xbodyweight

barbell Romanian deadlift 3x5x85
chest supported dumbbell row 3x8x20

Biggest Loser stuff - 40 minutes and 218 calories. I got a cramp in my side halfway through. I don't think I drank enough water beforehand or something. I'm so glad I only have to do this workout four more times!! My motivation for this and Jillian's stuff is pretty much gone.

I made the decision today to change my goal weight from 115 pounds to 120 pounds. I'd really, really like to add some muscle and I think I'd look terrific at 120 pounds. Heck, I don't look so bad at 130. So, I'm going to start paying more attention to body fat percentage and muscle than scale weight.

7:15 AM - apple & cottage cheese

10:20 AM - almonds & mandarin oranges

12:25 PM - chicken salad w/ tomato, green pepper & Tuscan Romano dressing

1:50 PM - homemade protein granola bar; These are so good. I may have trouble limiting myself to 1 per day. They are pretty big and I just ate one and I'm full, but I want another.

6:55 PM - cube steak w/ jasmine rice & broccoli

7:30 PM - protein granola bars; Yes, plural. I knew I couldn't eat just one per day. I have to post my blog, brush my teeth and take my melatonin or I am going to eat the whole batch.

Two cups of coffee and 120 ounces of water.

Calories - 1801
Carbs - 220 (25 fiber)
Protein - 131
Fat - 51
C/P/F Ratio - 47.3/28.2/24.5

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Jillian Kicks My Butt - Week 8 - Wednesday

30 Day Shred Level 3 and Turbo Jam Cardio Party 3 - 77 minutes and 537 calories. I used 15 pound dumbbells for the strength exercises in 30DS, but I had to do my push ups on my knees because my elbow feels funny. It's been a while since I've done push ups on my knees. I was off track with CP3 - some of the moves are still confusing to me.

7:15 AM - Fiber One Caramel Delight cereal w/ skim milk

10:30 AM - chicken breast omelet w/ onion, green pepper, hummus & salsa

2:45 PM - vegetable salad w/ avocado & light balsamic dressing

6:20 PM - roasted chicken, broccoli & cauliflower w/ Tuscan Romano dressing

8:00 PM - apple & cottage cheese

Three cups of coffee and 120 ounces of water.

Calories - 1483
Carbs - 161 (38 fiber)
Protein - 120
Fat - 46